Hey guys, long time so see! It's been about a month since I last posted. In some ways, this past month has been amazing, and in other ways it's been miserable.
I am 20 weeks and 3 days pregnant today! I can't believe that I'm halfway through my pregnancy already! It has been going by so fast, since I've had so much to do. I found out the gender of my baby on March 22nd. I am having a boy! I'm very excited, because Ty and I both really wanted a boy! I've always wanted a son, and I'm so happy that my dream will come true. Pregnancy hasn't been terrible lately, morning sickness is gone, I only throw up about once every 2 weeks. The major symptom for me has been back pain. I had the worst back pain all of the time, I think it is because I am so small and carrying such a big baby. My doctor predicted that my baby is about 12 ounces, when at 20 weeks the average is 10 1/2! My stomach is huge for 20 weeks, and I'm sure it is only going to get worse.
Pregnancy has been going great, but life has been miserable lately. All I do is work, school, sleep. I know I need to work and go to school to get a good education and make money to have a bright future for my son, but it's hard! I work 40 hours and week and do school as a 14 year old. Not to mention 20 weeks pregnant! I still work hard with my Youtube channel also! I make my videos on Saturdays, and I post twice a week. It's really fun for me, and I just hit 200,000 subscribers! If you aren't subscribed already, please do because every person helps so much. All of the money I am making working at the restaurant I put away in the bank, and I'm using the money I make from Youtube to pay my friend's parents for letting me stay with them, and of course regular belongings and such. Again, I am so thankful for my friend to let me stay with her and her family as long as I need!
I plan to move out after the baby comes, though! My friend is a senior in high school, and she's not going to college right away so we are getting an apartment together this summer! The baby is due the end of August, so we hope to move sometime in June or July so we can get settled and everything ready for the baby. Ty is also planning on moving down to Georgia so he can be near me and his son when he is born. I do not want Ty living with us, don't get me wrong I love him, but we are only teenagers! I don't want to move in with him unless I know I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. He has family in Georgia and is planning on moving down here as soon as he finishes the year of school and can find a job.
My mother is sending me money and so is Ty. I have been buying lots of baby things, just the essentials! I'm not going crazy or anything though. I want my son to have everything he needs, but not so much we have too much. Some mother's have so many baby clothes for their babies that their babies don't even get to wear everything because they have so many clothes! I don't want my son to be spoiled, but of course I want him to be happy. :)
